Na-trauma sa madir nu'ng bata pa… CRISTINE, UMAMING MAY PROBLEMA SA PAG-IISIP

ni Beth Gelena - @Bulgary Files | February 08, 2022

Dumaan din pala si Cristine Reyes sa mental health depression.

Sa bagong episode ng podcast ni Liza Soberano na Open Mind ay guest ang magandang utol ni Ara Mina.

Nagkuwento si Cristine tungkol sa pinagdaanan niyang mental health issues.

Nagtatag ng kumpanya ang tatlong aktres na sina Liza, Nadine Lustre at Yassi Pressman na nagbibigay ng mas madali at affordable access sa mga mental health experts.

Ani Cristine kay Liza, nag-take siya ng personal course tungkol sa self love sa Los Angeles, California kamakailan.

“It’s a personal and professional course. I have been working on myself because I have fear and anger inside me since I was a kid. I have a lot of trapped emotions.

“I don’t know how to handle my angers and my fears. Now I am currently practicing to be aware of my triggers, and trying to stay away from it, obviously just protecting myself."

Pahayag pa ng celebrity single mom, “I think there are some parts of me that I am just not ready to let people know about me. I took this course, and now I’ve realized that I have suppressed some emotions that I carried all throughout my life since I was six years old.

“That course helped me to actually dive into myself and how to deal with it. Now, yes I am still private but at the same time, now I am opening up.

“I’m at a point in my life that I have to let it go and not just cover this up. I never opened up about it all my life, not even to my sisters and brothers,” mahabang pagbubulgar ng aktres sa kanyang dinadala.

Matatandaang inamin ni Cristine sa isang interbyu ng LA-based Eight Billion Project hosted by Liza Florida na mapapanood sa YouTube, ang pang-aabusong naranasan niya sa kanyang biological mother.

“Ever since I moved to my biological mom, I felt that I didn’t have a voice. So as much as possible, I don’t really talk,” aniya.

Ang traumatic experience niya nu'ng bata pa ay nagdulot sa kanya ng anxiety attacks.

Ibinahagi rin ni Cristine na pagkatapos ng self love course ay nangako siya sa sarili na never na siyang gagawa ng labag sa kanyang kalooban tulad ng pagtanggap ng mga daring roles.

“The only thing that hinders me from loving my job is doing some roles that I myself am not comfortable (with), like movies that are advocating about affairs, and endorsing something, like a liquor, and you’re wearing, like, a two-piece. Like for me, I’m so tired. I don’t wanna do it anymore.

“First, it makes me uncomfortable and second, you lose your self-respect. It bothers me that I am always seen in a different light. Like I’m an object,” pahayag pa niya.

Ayon pa sa aktres, pagbalik daw niya ng 'Pinas ay may offer agad sa kanya na ang kuwento ay tungkol sa marital affairs.

“I was shocked because I already voiced out my sentiments about doing those kinds of stuff and then here we go again. Oh, my god, I cried. I was like, sobbing.

“I did a lot of self-work in LA, and now I’m faced with this again. I was like, am I gonna be pushed over again? Because I’m scared if I decline. Would I still get work?” tanong niya sa sarili.

Pero, tinanggihan pa rin daw niya ang offer.

"I said no. I was so scared, and I think I’m just so blessed because the next day, they offered me three projects that are really, really good,” pagtatapos ni Cristine.

Hinangaan ni Liza ang kapwa aktres dahil sa paninindigan nito at natutunan sa pag-aaral abroad.