'Di kinaya, naospital… SUNSHINE, UMAMING MAY PROBLEMA SA PAG-IISIP

ni Vinia Vivar - @Frankly Speaking | December 4, 2022

May pinagdaraanan pala ngayon si Sunshine Dizon sa kanyang mental health. In-open-up ito ng aktres sa kanyang Instagram page kahapon.

Unang post ni Shine ay larawan na nasa hospital siya. May photo rin ng thermometer showing she had 38.9°C fever.

Aniya sa caption, sana raw ay hindi na naman ito COVID-19. Naging sentimental din siya at inaming marami siyang naging regrets sa buhay.

“Unfortunately this (is) me. Hoping it's not COVID again.

“Realizations, some people will love you enough to move mountains just to be with you, and some will have lame excuses because you are not and will never be their priority.

“I'm turning 40 next year, I have so many regrets, but I don’t know how to go back to where I used to be. This (is) not about work, this (is) about life altering decisions,” pahayag ni Shine.

“Laying in a hospital bed alone at 3 AM, I ask myself was it all really worth it?” patuloy pa ng aktres.

“I may never know the answers but I pray to God that I can let go of all my baggage, hurt and guilt. Finally find someone who will sleep beside me in this small hospital bed till I fall asleep,” aniya pa.

Sa next post niya ay ipinagtapat na niya kung ano ang kanyang pinagdaraanan. Aniya ay na-diagnose siya ng PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) at iba pang mental health issues kabilang na ang abandonment issues.

“And since I'm here alone feeling overwhelmed, guess it's time to admit what I’ve been going through recently.

“Diagnosed with PTSD, Depression, Panic attacks, Abandonment issues and that's just skimming the surface,” pahayag ni Sunshine.

Ibinahagi rin niya ang mga gamot na kanyang tine-take para sa kanyang karamdaman.

“Im on xanor, jovia, revotril for emergencies and stilnox,” aniya.

“You may ask why now? Only because I want to free myself from the stigma,” patuloy niya.

Sa kabila ng pinagdaraanan ay pinipilit pa ring magpakapositibo ng aktres at alam daw niyang makakayanan niya ito.

“There’s nothing wrong to ask for help. I know it’s very hard to get stuck in your head. But we can do it, baby steps. One day at a time,” lahad ni Shine.

Dumagsa naman sa comments section ang pagdamay ng mga kasamahan niya sa industriya, gayundin ng kanyang mga supporters.

“Oh no, Ate Shine… I’m so sorry to hear this… YOU ARE NOT ALONE,” ang words of support ni Carla Abellana.

“Hi Marey! Praying for you and believing for your healing. @m_sunshinedizon 'Andito lang ako. Stay strong,” komento ni Danica Sotto.

“Ga, 'andito kami. Maraming nagmamahal sa 'yo,” mensahe ni Iza Calzado.

“'Andito lang, mahigpit na mahigpit na yakap,” from Cherry Pie Picache.

Nagbigay din ng message of support and encouraging words sina Katrina Halili, Vina Morales, Ciara Sotto, Janine Gutierrez, Karylle, Direk Mark Reyes at ang kanyang mga fans.