Hirap na hirap na raw, Gov. Chiz… HEART, KUMANTANG GUSTO NANG SUMUKO

ni Vinia Vivar - @Frankly Speaking | December 22, 2020

Dahil sa pandemic ay nakansela ang magagandang plans ni Heart Evangelista ngayong 2020 at sey niya, nagmistulang bangungot ang taong ito para sa kanya.

“Before 2020 started, I had big plans,” Heart narrated on her latest YouTube vlog titled The Year That Didn’t Happen, “I was ready to hit the streets of Paris and New York for Fashion Week. I had projects lined up that I was so excited for the world to see. I was ready to claim it as a great year. . . my year.”

Pero dahil sa pandemic, hindi na raw ito natuloy lahat.

“The lockdown was tough for all of us. Personally, I struggled with anxiety not knowing what was going to happen, what comes next especially with work.

“I was terrified of the virus and how it really could affect everyone. For the first time, I had so much, too much time on my hands. It felt like a nightmare as someone who likes to plan ahead and be busy,” aniya.

Ibinahagi rin ni Heart na in her 24 years in showbiz, hindi naging smooth-sailing lahat para sa kanya.

“I have to admit that there are times that I wanted to give it all up. There were very hard days when my insecurities would get the best of me. I knew, I didn’t always ‘fit in’, I knew I wasn’t like everyone else and I did not even knew if people liked me because I was the ‘different one,’” pahayag pa ni Heart.

At the end of the vlog ay sinabi ni Heart na marami pa rin siyang dapat ipagpasalamat ngayong taon at isa na rito ay ang realization of self-love.

“This time has reminded me what my top priority is – myself. I was once again reminded that I should make myself a priority and that’s okay.

"Practicing self-love isn’t just all about hot baths and scented candles. It’s also learning how to allow yourself to rest and set boundaries. And self-care isn’t selfish,” she said.