3 yrs. na raw may pinagdaraanan, John Lloyd… Ellen, kumantang tumira ng 'drugs'

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Sunod-sunod naman ang Instagram Stories post ni Ellen Adarna tungkol sa kanyang mental training.

Nakakaintriga ang parte ng IG Story ni Ellen kung saan aniya, “To everyone asking, I did mental training ‘coz I was stuck in this blackhole for almost 3 years.

“My anti-depressants didn’t do any good, it made me immobile and numb.

“I was getting weaker mentally and emotionally — something had to be done.

“I can now finally say, after years of struggling… I am no longer a prisoner in my own mind.

“Ahhh! Freedom, we meet again (heart emoji).” Ipinost din ni Ellen ang natanggap na pamba-bash ng netizen kung saan sinabi nito na:

“Sorry but if you’re truly meditating, hindi mo na iisipin na mag-picture. May time stamp pa talaga? All about the gram. Lol.”

Sagot naman ni Ellen, “Luhhh… when you’re in a stressful and sticky situation, the last thing you want is a camera in your face.

“The camera triggered me and pissed me off at one point.

“I did not asked him to take videos of me. Ever. But he insisted and told me one day I’ll look back and see things differently.

“I never even imagined I’d share this because I thought I wasn’t gonna get better.” Sa hiwalay na IG Story, post pa ni Ellen, “My mentor took videos and pics so I can see my progress and achievements and how I dealt with my demons.

“He documented some of the exercises so I can look back, be reminded and say I did it.

“I was isolated for one week, no phone, no contact with the outside world. This is a one-on-one training.

“14 days straight. 14 days vegetarian.”

Curious lang kami kung bakit niya nabanggit na 3 years siyang na-stuck sa “blackhole”. May kinalaman kaya ito sa naging relasyon nila ni John Lloyd Cruz? Hmmm…