Sobrang depressed nang mawala ang kambal… HEART, WALA NANG PLANO SA BUHAY

Vinia Vivar / FRANKLY SPEAKING

MEDYO matagal-tagal na ring hindi nakakaharap ng entertainment press si

Heart Evangelista. Ang last presscon pa yata niya ay ‘yung huling teleserye niya sa GMA-7 na My Korean Jagiya last year pa.

Kaya kahapon, sa press launch ng bago niyang endorsement and collaboration with Kamiseta ay sunud-sunod ang tanong sa kanya ng entertainment press na halatang na-miss siyang makatsikahan.

Alam naman ng lahat kung ano ang mabigat na pinagdaanan ni Heart nang magkaroon siya ng miscarriage last June sa twins na kanyang ipinagbubuntis. Aminado ang aktres na talagang tumigil ang mundo niya that time at pati ang pagpipinta niya ay apektado. For a time ay hindi raw siya talaga nagpinta.

“I’ve never been depressed in my life, ever. Parang sa lahat ng heartbreaks ko, ‘yun siguro ang pinakagrabe. Because parang you question yourself as a woman, you question everything.

“So, it wasn’t really a joke and in fact, tala­gang na-depressed ako, hindi ako lumabas ng bahay, very, very depressed.

“But you know, I had a vanishing twin syndrome. So, nu’ng namatay ‘yung first baby, there’ll be a 60% chance that the baby that was left behind will have a hard time ‘pag ipinanganak siya.

“So, congenitally, there might be something wrong, so parang what the doctors said was that, ‘In a way, si Lord na ang nag­desisyon sa ‘yo. When the heart stopped, it was a clear sign that mahihirapan talaga ‘yung bata.’ So, that’s what comforted me or that’s when I started to realize that ‘it’s okay.’ If not, may plan, and I never questioned God, so okay lang. But I really did go through that really hard time.

“But then again, when something bad happens to you, you know, you’re just very positive, you’re not negative. I think God will really open doors for you and that’s when, you know, all those sweet surprise happened in my life. So, okay lang din. Pampabalanse lang ‘yun ng buhay,” pahayag ni Heart.

Nang magsimula raw siyang ma­ging okay at nagbalik na sa kanyang mga dating ginagawa tulad nga ng pagpipinta, siyempre, isa sa mga unang-unang natuwa ay ang mister niyang si Sen. Chiz Escudero.

Kaya nga raw nang tanggapin niya itong collaboration with Kami­seta ay sobrang supportive ng asawa.

“He’s very supportive. As you can see, he lets me do my thing, he’s very supportive when I need to travel. And with Kamiseta, he goes to the meetings sometimes, tapos naaaliw din siya kasi nakikita niya na talagang whenever I paint, hanggang umaga akong nagpe-paint. Minsan, hindi ako kumakain kasi I’m so engrossed with what I’m doing, so you know, it’s nice that he sees that it’s growing and something’s happening, so very supportive.”

When asked kung kelan naman nila pinaplano ulit na magka-baby, ito ang hindi masabi ng aktres.

“Bahala na kung kailan. I try not to plan my life anymore after the turn of events. Parang ‘pag masyado ka kasing planner, nakakalimutan mo nang may mas im­portanteng nagpa-plan ng life mo. So, I think, I’m just gonna let it be and see what happens,” she said.

Pero siyempre, ang pag-aartista ay hindi pa naman kinakalimutan ni Heart. Baka raw next year ay gumawa siya ng bagong soap opera sa GMA-7. She just signed another 5-year contract with the network.

Samantala, ngayong gabi, Nov. 21 ay gaganapin ang exclusive launching ng fashion show ng LM for Kamiseta clothing line ni Heart sa Manila House Private Members Club located at 5th Avenue, BGC (Bonifacio Global City), Taguig.